Princemiro's Journals

lifes to short for that shit.....

ive come to realize, that i could never work a job that i dont like...

ive quit so many jobs in the last few years, all becuase when it comes down to it my managers always a bitch, and i have no tolerance for it. Im fine when people are chill even if the place im working isnt my fav, but once they start to be a douche, its like i have no reason to stay. I had a job that started me at $16 and hour, and quit my first day becuase they wanted me to stand outside in the heat, and gave me an attitude when i said no.

to me, life is too short to have to do something you hate everyday. what if you happen to get into a car crash oneday not far from now, an realize you wasted your life at some shithole with a cunt for a boss. i know so many people who wake up every single day to go to a job they hate all day, go to bed, wake up and do it all over. that could never be me... i just woundnt be able to live liek that. id rather have less money, and actually be able to enjoy life. then have alot and be misereble.

i dont know... thats just how i think....

plus when people try and give me orders at a job, i feel like ripping their face off :/

i got a new job that hopefully will something different. i chance to meet alot of new people and such. im pretty excited :3 ill let you guys know how it goes.

and i have clip in hair extensions for sale now. i make them out of fine human hair, and tried to make them much better then those shitty ones at hot topic ha. i have three colors up now and will be making more soon. go check them out<3

http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=8045803

and remember lovers, life is far too short to waste doing something you hate. get out there and have a fucking ball, even if you arent as rich as youd like to be.

30 Questions with me lol

m bored and on way to the mall. its an hour away ahhh fml. someone sent me this survey type of thing and it killed 20 mins woooo

1.)How old are you?

I don’t age. Im eternal

2.)What nationality are you?

Italian, black. Aiittle eygyptian too I think

3.)Where were you born?

Neptune

4.)Are you an only child?

Nah a sister and a bunch of younger brothers

5.)Do you have any pets?

A dog, 3 cats, 2 turtles and a boa

6.)What was your favorite toy when you were little?

Barbie and a ken doll that had no clothes

7.)Have you ever dyed your hair?

Obviously not ha

8.)Have you ever left the country?

Lived in Italy

9.)Whats your Favorite season?

Winter

10.)Whats your current ringtone?

My pussy by Amanda lepore

11.)Whats your favorite color?

Snow white. Then lime green and light purple

12.)Whats your least favorite color?

Blue and forest green

13.)Are you single?

Ummm complicated. But no

14.)Who was the last person you called?

Danny and nefeli

15.)Whats your best skills?

Makeup, blow jobs, and pretending to care

16.)Where do you work?

Hell

17.)What do you look for in the opposite sex?

Nothing

18.)What traits do you find most attraction in a person?

Idk about traits but I love sexy hair and piercings

19.)What is your cell phone background?

My penis. Jk mac hello kitty

20.)Favorite letter of the alphabet?

21.)What do you spend most of your money on?

Makeup, collagen and train tickets

22.)Whats your favorite animal?

Snakes and bumble bees

23.)What was the oddest job you ever had?

Porn shop maybe

24.)Whats your favorite movie?

Silent hill

25.)Whats your favorite foods?

Steamed dumplings, lean cuisine, gummi bears and ice cream

26.)Do you eat meat?

Obviously

27.) When did you lose your virginity?

thirteen… I was raped

28.) What are some things you hate?

Ugliness, hideousness, deformities, math, spiders, and people

29.) What are some things you love?

Beauty, mac makeup, the cold, hair extensions, and Barbie

30.) What are your plans for the future?

To be gorgeous and loved. As if..

pissed the fuck offff

why do people have to be so fucking stupid!!! i swear is having blue hair the end of the world? people act like having blue hair is such a big deal when clearly half the world dyes there hair. so wtf makes a bleach blonde more natural then blue?? i cant beleive the looks i get when i apply for a job and the fact that i have to wear a wig to my jobs now. its my choice to have my hair that color, why should it matter to anyone else. and yes some fucking losers are scared of it, but it brings more attention to the store then if a normal person was standing there. sooo many people come into the places im working just to say how much they love my hair. wouldnt that be good for a business? but no i have to fucking hide who i am under wigs, boring clothes and shit like that, and i SO FUCKING SICK OF IT ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im seriously gonna punch the next person who says my hair is a problem so hard their mothers vagina is gonna hurt. stupid cuntface asslicking motherfuckers ahhhh!

drama keeps me beautiful

So I punched a bitch in her face today....

So unlike me lol

Normally if sumone pisses me off I just verbally destroy them, or if they get me really mad they get a bitch slap

But I was so not in the mood this morning. From having to get up early for work, boyfriend drama, massive humidity, she just caught me at the perfect time. Well next time this snooty bitch with her nose in the air decides to walk pass me and say " thank god AIDS gets rid of them" maybe she'll think twice remembering the black eye she got haaaaa

So I was in ....florida.... the past two weeks. I went to Orlando and ....Miami...., it was pretty fun. Except for that I slit my ankles the first night I was there, couldn't breathe or put on makeup cuz of the heat, puked up everything I ate since my stomach decided not to be able to hold food anymore, and got the most massive bruise on my head.. other then that it was fine lol

But everyone says I got really dark, do you think so?

Im glad to be back tho. Let me tell you it was sooo fucking hot there it was insane. And not the good type of insane either... I used to want to live in ....Miami.... oneday, but I know I could never... I need to live someplace really really cold. Im planning on starting my sleeve this or next week too, im so excited. Tattoos are the sexyest things ever, I love them XD I have so many ideas, that I just decided my whole one arm is going to be devoted to them.

And yesterday I decided to go out and drop a thousand on a new camera. Yeah cuz im crazy like that... nah but I actually needed it to take good photos of the makeup I do. I want to build a good port up, and I cant do that with a suckish camera. I think it takes pretty good shots what do you think? My brother came over and took this of me that night.

First shot with the new camera

And here is one I took of my littlest kitten mr fuzzylumpkins ^ ^ mr. fuzzylumpkins has anxiety issues. he needs kitty valium.....

So me and my boyfriend are trying to make things work out... weve been going out on and off since October. And that's a fucking long time for me. The problem is that I need massive amounts of attention and I don't think he gets that. Im like a needy puppy, I need to feel love constantly or I get pissed bored and enraged.... We hardly even talk either.. uhh the drama :/

ohhh and wtf is up with plastic surgeons being such assholes. I have a clearly vision for what I want my face to look like and no one wants to do it :/ they all say I have the perfect nose for a man.. when clearly I don't, fuck my life seriously lol. So im gonna seach till I find the perfect surgeon still I suppose arrrggg

warped tour highlights

so warped tour was nothing short of insane. not exactly in the best way, but it was still pretty amazing. I met so many awesome people which was fantasitc, but my favorite part was def. getting kicked out of the backstage area. i was with my cousin for like an hour chilling with the bands and such when sum asshole on a motorcycle came and escorted us out saying we didnt have clearance to be back there. Apperntly i need a wrsitband or pass or something, but the guards at the gate didnt seem to think so when they let me in.... whatever tho, i got free food and drinks back there so i was happy haha.

for most of the day i walked around with my bf, who was like in mosh mode. And to be honest i think im far to delicate for moshing. I would always end up having to punch and kick people out of the way for dear life so i didnt die. the craziest was attack attack and brokencyde tho. Brokencyde got so crazy me and my friends had to flee cuz we were right up front and kept getting knocked over by crowd surfers. pretty fucking fantastic. its a good thing i had my weave, save me from getting brain damage i beleive.

we saw attack attack, breathe carolina, jeffree star ( who was in some sort of a sequin diaper and no shirt 0_o), aiden, brokencyde, and like a bunch more. I just wanted to hear millionaires play just got payed lets get laid, but they were like saving it till last and my friends couldnt stand listening to them sing any longer so we had to leave them lmao. I felt bad people kept throwing water bottles at them tho.....

another highlight was my bf getting denied a kiss from jeffree star. haaaa. he made me wait in a line for like ever just for that. it was horrible. i swear the heat nearly killed me. it felt like i was boiling alive in my makeup. everytime someone asked for a photo i need to powder ike nobodies business lmao.

then after they kicked us out at like 9pm. we had a michael jackson dance party in the parking lot for a few hours. We didnt feel like leaving since the traffic was fucking crazy so we stood there dancing our asses off with like 30 random people. priceless. my friends get trading cigerettes for beer with these kids we met. everyone there was pretty cool. then we got kicked out at like 11 from the parking lot. stupid ass security gaurds were really getting on my nerves :/

so tomorrow i leave for florida for like 10 days.... are you all gonna miss me? =[ im bring my laptop, but i dont know how often im going to get on. so that means you all better be following me on twitter since i can update that from my phone ;)

http://twitter.com/PrinceMiro

talk to all you all when i get back<3

The secret of sexy hair?

i find it funny that there are still sooo many people who dont know what a weave is, or are unaware of hair extensions. People send me comments all the time, that say "what is this weave that i hear you talking bout", or I'll be patting my weave at work since its itching, and people will be looking at me like i have 5 heads asking if im well. another thing is people always assume that if your hair isnt real then it has to be a wig. i try to explain the concept that a wig you can take off when you feel like it, while most extensions are sewn/glued into your head until you take them out... but people still seem to have no clue wtf im talking about lol. I personally hate wigs, since they make my head feel really hot. A weave looks like it would be really hot underneath but its actually not.

but still there are people who are so clueless about extensions even when there are tons of celebrities out there who wear them. tyra banks and beyonce are two obvious ones, but paris hilton and jessica simpson are two that most people dont expect. Ive watched shows where it shows them getting there hair done for events, and they put the extensions in. Paris actally came out with her own brand of hair extensions called dream catchers

they claim them to be the best hair exntensions on earth, but somehow i doubt that. The even say " now you can have hair JUST like paris" but ummmm unless shes selling her real hair, which she would need alot of.. i doubt its gonna be just like it.

but anywayz, next time you here me talking bout my weave, dont think its such a strange thing. Most people with long sexy hair are probably hiding the secret of fake hair. You just never know, the person standing next to you just might have bought their hair in a store like me 0_o

a person can only deal with so much

a person can only take so much.....
Category: Life

a person can only deal with so much before they break down.

i dont think people understand how hard it is to be me.... everytime i walk out the door, i know im gonna be judged by every person to pass by me. theres gonna be a thousand guys that yell " what the fuck is that!!" and stupid little kids that ask their parents " why is that boy acting like a girl?"

every person that see's me has an opinion, and most of them are negative... i mean i cant even use a restroom without getting called a faggot 14 times. i know what your thinknig,i shouldnt be complaining beacuase its my choice to dress and act like this, but that is exactly the point. people should be able to be whoever they want to be, without fearing the concequnces

thats why i refuse to change myself even tho it means sacrificing my heart. I wan to show people that i am me, no matter how bad im treated, and im not gonna change. Ive may have lost all emotions, and pretend my heart dosent care anymore, but it still hurts when a group of preteens walk by and yell "queer!!!" as they throw a bottle of coke. ive had to go threw so much in the past few years, i lost all compassion for the human race.

being called a faggot, queer, homo, and a freak everday of your life stars to change you. i makes you realize that people are so insecure with themself, that they have to make fun f other people to feel better. the words start to lose their power and you realize that, that love and hate are really the same thing. they are both an obsession with something they want or cant have. You begin to see that the more your hated, the more your secretly loved.....

but then again when you wake up alone in the middle of the night and suddenly all the things people have said to you begin to sink in.... you feel pain for a brief moment... and realize is it all really worth it??

and then the pain fades away and you remember how far youve come.... i wont give up... i'll change the world one mind at a time.... you mind will be mind and oneday it will be a safe place for everyone no matter how you dress or act..... i'll make sure of that

alittle more manly muahah

im not positve why.. but for some reason everyone thinks im a girl when im out now. i mean i know im androgynous, but i kinda lack breasts, dont cross dress, have alittle 5 oclock shadow, and have a masculine jaw..... the only think really womenly about me is the fact that i wear makeup and have long-ish hair... but everywhere i go i have mexican men hitting on me, people saying " excuse me miss", and even my manager at work saying "she'll" help you out on the next register :/

to be honest, normaly i dont give a shit, but they fact everyones been doing it kinda worrys me alittle. i mean i really dont have any intention of being a women, so i kinda want people to know im a boy.

but the one thing that pisses me off the most is i get alot of people asking me when im going to have my sex change done. its like stupid fuckers, cant a person be gay or alittle feminine without needing to go get a vagina put in???? jesus fucking christ!!!

so im trying my best to be alittle more man-like. hahaha its hilarous i must say. i cut alot of my hair off, not too crazy tho of course, and im leaving alittle stubble on my face. im even using alittle less makeup, but its ok since its the summer and really too hot to get done up like i usually do. a waiter at a restaurant today even said " and what you you like sir?" and i was so excited ^ ^ its the little things in life i swear.

so yes, im a boy. get used to it, because no matter how many people tell me i should just get a pussy already, its probably never gonna happen. ;)

michael jackson rant-if one more person.....

if one more person has shit to say about michael jackson i swear to god ill dig my razor sharp finger nails into their skull.

i keep seeing stupid status's saying " ew who gives a fuck michael died, he was a child molester, he should rot in hell.", and its really starting to piss me off....

i mean think about if all the rumors are false and he did nothing. his whole life that he spent changing the world of music, is gonna be overshadowed with the fact that people accused him of molesting their child. i mean they cant even talki about his life accomplisments without bringing up the fact that he could have been abusig little boys.

im not really a michael fan at all, but he did do alot of good things. i mean he had benefit concerts to riase money for different things around to world to help people, and written songs and given all the proceeds away. i mean im never gonna be that generous. and think about how it would feel doing all that good in the world, and then just because people want money from you, the whole rest of your life is gonna be ruined becuase everyones thinking you could be a molester.

the fact is we dont know if its true, and we probably never will. all that we know is micheael is dead, and he changed the world basically with his style of music. and think about his kids. how do you think they feel trying to mourn their father while there is thousands of people out there saying he deserves its. beleive me, there are people out there who deserve to die. i can name 20 off the top of my head. michael jackson was not on that list, and my plastic heart really goes out to his family for having to listen to people say such horrible things....

there are plenty of people out there to talk shit about. go say i can rot in hell for all i care, but back off the jacksons while they have to deal with losing michael so suddenly...

thank you and goodnight

wow you must be so proud of yourself....

You know I really have to start taking my own advice. I tell people never trust another person because they'll always and up hurting you... and yet i always seem to find someone who swears that theyll be different, but in the end... its always the same

i find it really pathetic that people use things you tell them in private against you as soon as they get mad at you the first time. Like really, i trusted you enough to tell you something like that, and the second we disagree, you have to start throwing it back in my face?

yes, it bothers me that my parents and family are ashamed of me. They dont want anyone to know that they have a freak for a son. And yes, all my brothers are smarter and cuter then me... and it really gets to me. I told you all those things from my heart on a day that i was actually really upset. those days dont happen often, and for me to trust you enough to tell you those things is a big deal. And then you get mad and post all those things i told you in comments trying to upset me, saying that my family does hate me and my brothers are better... it never seems to fail that i find the shittyest people to be friends with.

and then after everything we have been thru, all the nights staying up late talking, all the adventures we had... you give me an ultimatum saying if i dont do as you want you'll delete me from your life? well if im that easily deleted from your life, then i dont want to be a part of it. i always find it so pathetic and childish when the first time you have a fight with someone they have to delete ur phone number and block your webpages. its like grow up and get a life.

and then there is a bunch of people who are all " its so immature to post all your problems with her on the internet, its just between you and her." well actually i post every aspect of my life on the internet, why should this be different. she didnt have a problem with me posting her on the internet while she was getting publicity and popular over it, but the second its not saying how sweet she is you all have a problem?? newsflash, you may talk to someone on the internet, but it dosent mean you have a clue who they really are in life. i hung out i here everyday for months, i think i know here better then all you guys who only added her cuz she was in my top friends. anyway, she didnt think twice about posting all my personal problems for everyone to see, so go give her your rightous speech first.

the fact of it is, she got an ego too fast. she only made a myspace becuase i told her too, and only got a few hundred friends because of all my buletins about her. She wanted to be popular in her own right tho, and was pissed everyone added her to talk about me. but not to sound concited, but thats the only reason people knew who she was. thru me. so of course thats who they were going to want to talk about. to them shes just miros best friend. so she started her "contest for a new bff" out of no where. like wtf do you think your paris hilton? you have 200 friends on myspace and half of them live in like idaho, who is gonna enter to be ur new real life best friend??? its always an amazing feeling tho to go on your best friends page and see them making a contest for a new bff when you didnt even know anything happened. only in my life

but whatever, i dont even feel bad. it was just another disappopintment, but i expected it. people are people and risky my love you are no exception. you are as corrupt as the rest i have encountered, and will be crushed along with all the others who oppose me.....

wishing you the best........ not

xoxoxo